Re: Ashley O'Ryan's Vancouver house

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 4:50 am

Dr. Wilson: Don't do that. This is a safe enviornment, Ashley. Don't retreat now. Tell me what you really want to say.

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 4:58 am

Ashley:"You 'ad the Legacy and the feckin' Queen o'Wrestling there. Suddenly she becomes GM. Meanwhile wot does everybody think I am? A feckin' wanker drunk off 'is arse for the amusement of everybody. You want to talk 'ard work to get where you are? I only won the 'eavyweight title once in me career. It took me nearly four.fecking.years to get it.

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:37 am

Dr. Wilson: ....But...you achieved it, didn't you?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:43 am

Ashley:"Aye...aye, I did."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:47 am

Dr. Wilson: So...you achieved your career's goal. You climed the proverbial mountain...and you're concerned about...what these people were doing? I mean...you said Jillian was the GM, right? Would she had to have been the one to...put you in that match for the title?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:57 am

There's a feeling of shame that overcomes Ashley, and its obvious in his expression
Ashley:"Was...I thinking so much o'me own problems that it blinded me?..."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:58 am

Dr. Wilson: Ashley...did you ever ENJOY being World Champion? I mean...did you ever really embrace it?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:07 am

Ashley:" I..."

he sighs

Ashley:"No. I don't feel loik I did."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:09 am

Dr. Wilson: Well....that's intresting, isn't it? The top of your industry...and all you could think about was approval from others. Is...self confidence an issue for you?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:18 am

Ashley simply nods ever so slightly

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:29 am

Dr. Wilson: Why? You're a father to two wonderful children, you have a successful business....Duffy's right?...you have a woman that obviously loves you...a beautiful house...and your a former World Heavyweight Champion. Exactly what is there NOT to like about yourself? See...your self worth is the root of ALL of this. If you had a high opinion of yourself...you wouldn't have felt that you needed to....do the things you did to make you feel either full of worth or hunted...

Ashley looks at Dr. Wilson oddly...

Dr. Wilson: Oh yes. Your kick of Jillian, even though you were aiming for Ewan....was a very...mind my french....fucked up way of putting yourself in thier eyes. Making yourself important to them...and yourself. I did some research, Ash. When you were champ...people kept talking about this....Stu guy...and your reign wasn't that long...and you fell back into what you thought was obscurity. When that kick happened...you were the most like...villified person in wrestling right?

....You reveled in the attention, didn't you?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:35 am

Ashley:"...I did...God, I did. It was so fecked up. I should 'ave done the complete opposite but instead I used it and..."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:40 am

Dr. Wilson: So...knowing that...if you were in Ewan's place...could you...ever truly forget and forgive? I mean...I'm not say judge yourself, just look objectively. If that was Colin and Alexis...

...what would you do?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:56 am

Ashley:"Do you 'onestly think I 'aven't thought o'that doctor? Do you 'onestly think fer all those years I sat alone feeling feckin' sorry because I didn't feel guilty?...Deep down I always knew I'd never be fergiven. Why would I? I..."

he goes dead silent before a whisper comes from his lips

Ashley:"I killed his family's legacy...I...I killed it...."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:17 pm

Dr. Wilson: I see. Did....did you apologize, Ashley....

...or did you just say 'I'm sorry'?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:25 pm

Ashley:"Wot do you mean exactly?"

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:28 pm

Dr. Wilson: Care for an object lesson?

Dr. Wilson punches Ashley softly in the arm...

Dr. Wilson: I'm sorry. ...See how that can ring hollow, even if you don't mean it to? I'm sorry are just words....you HAVE to say them. You don't HAVE to apologize, Ashley. So I ask you again...did you say I'm sorry...or...

...did you apologize?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:30 pm

Ashley:"No...I just...expected them to understand I guess..."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:40 pm

Dr. Wilson: Understanding is in a way...condoning what was done, Ashley. That's a lot to ask, don't you think?

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:43 pm

Ashley:"I don't mean understand why I did it. 'ow could I ever expect that? To be 'onest doctor...after talking to you tonight...I don't exactly feel much better. More aware per'aps. But better?...No..."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:54 pm

Dr. Wilson: Healing takes time, Ashley. We've got a lot of time.

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:05 pm

Ashley:"I...I know."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:06 pm

Dr. Wilson: So share. Tell me what your thinking...feeling...if you don't feel better.

Jabberwocky Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:12 pm

Ashley:"Mad...at meself. A little alone....very alone."

Cryonix Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:15 pm

Dr. Wilson: Why do you feel alone, Ashley?

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